Once I Had A Secret Love, S/X for slashthedrabble #83 - Speechless

[darkhavens]

Author: darkhavens
Title: Once I Had A Secret Love
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Fandom: Buffy
Rating: R for language
Words: 100 - my first drabble in 10 weeks. o.O
Feedback/Concrit: darkhavens @ slashverse.com
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. No harm, no foul, no money made.
Notes: Written for slashthedrabble challenge #83 - Speechless.


Once I Had A Secret Love

Spike loves to hear the tiny sounds Xander makes when he's trying not to beg, plead or whimper while he's being fucked. Broken, stuttering exhalations tumble out with every thrust, popping sharply at the back of his throat. Spike imagines them as looking like empty speech bubbles in one of Xander's prized comic - graphic novels! - books. He forces out another.

Spike knows that Xander is a very vocal lover. If their neighbours weren't the understanding - voyeuristic, eavesdropping - type, they'd have been evicted long ago.

Spike keeps choosing inappropriate places, hoping they'll be overheard. He's tired of always being somebody's secret.

Comments

[pikapika217.livejournal.com]

very nice! that's soo spike-like *memories*

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :D

[entrenous88.livejournal.com]

*glurblesomg*

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Hee!

Xander is such a silly boy, but Spike luffs him. *g*

Thanks!

[daedream-fanbot.livejournal.com]

I'm hearing all Xander's noises in my head. Spike and I have something in common.

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

LOL! I could hear them in my head as I was writing. :D

Thanks!

[blacknblue2.livejournal.com]

Awww. I love it.

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :D

[amejisuto.livejournal.com]

Guh! Very nice love!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thanks darlin'! *smooch*

[tabaqui]

OH!
That's a little...hurty.
*pets him*

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

It didn't start out as hurty, but I had about 10 words left and Spike decided that he had a point to make. *g*

Thanks! :D

[scarlettlily.livejournal.com]

Just wonderful. Spike deserves to be in the open so someone needs to do that for him.

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thanks! Spike does deserve that, but I think Xander just wants to avoid being crossexamined by Willow and Buffy, he's not ashamed of Spike. ;)

[iadorespike]

That is just so sad. The last line came very close to making me cry...my throat got very tight. :( Lovely, sweetie.

*hugs you*

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Awww! *hugs*

Thank you! Xander's just being an idiot, but Spike will set him straight. ;)

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

Hell yeah!! Make him scream Spike!!!

*Hugs you fiercely...*

A throughly enjoyable read, dear!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thanks! Xander is such a screamer, he's not going to be able to keep the secret for very long. *g*

[electricalgwen.livejournal.com]

Wow. So, so good.
Beautiful phrasing and word choice. I particularly like popping sharply at the back of his throat and the way that evokes the speech "bubbles" in the next line.
And the last paragraph - gah! Ow. But...so good. A neat twist.

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I sat here making those little popping sounds and then trying to decide how to describe them. *g* The fact that Xander likes his comics was an added bonus. :D

[electricalgwen.livejournal.com]

Method acting! That would have been interesting for anyone within earshot. *g*

[suki-blue.livejournal.com]

Loves!!

Spike keeps choosing inappropriate places, hoping they'll be overheard. He's tired of always being somebody's secret. Meeep! Poor Spikey!! ~huggles him and you~

Btw, keep your eyes peeled for a certain DVD in the post anytime soon. ;o)

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thanks darlin'!

And guess what turned up in the post today? Both copies? Hee! Not sure what happened there, but I'll be sending yours along ASAP. Thank you oooooodles! *smooch*

[suki-blue.livejournal.com]

LOL!! How typical is that? I deliberatly paid for them seperately to avoid confusion ~rolls eyes in a Spike-like fashion~


And you're welcome. I hope you enjoy ~smooches back~

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

He looks so young and innocent on the front cover. :D

Oh, and I'm dling even more DH and JF media, so there will be even more for me to burn off for you - including the toga/bare bottom movie! Woo!

[suki-blue.livejournal.com]

Auwwww, bless him. I can't wait to see!!

Yaaaaaaay!!!! I'm very excited by the bare bottom. I might have to start iconing some of this. ;o) Thanks, hon!!

Oh, oh, and guess what??? I got it wrong, I don't have to work Saturday so that means I can d/l the new SGA ep when I get up!!!! I feel so giddy!!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

YAAAAAAAAAY!

Gods, I can hardly wait. Poor Rodney (and Ronon) finally rescued! :D

New adventures! More subtext! Fresh caps to play with! *flails and squees*

I posted a load of fic to Wraithbait yesterday evening (I've been remiss in upping my fic everywhere) and I went to check the stats an hour ago. Altogether, the seven stories have been viewed almost 4000 times in the last 24 hours. o.O

[suki-blue.livejournal.com]

I can hardly wait either!!! My poor Rodney!!! (yeah, and Ronan) I'm still hoping for the tender, H/C moment.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!! Soooooo exited!! I need to play with caps. I need my very own Suki Blue McShep icon. yesyesyes.

I saw you'd been uploading! They apeared on the Wraithbait feed on my LJ. It reminded me I must go take a peak and see what I missed of your before I found the love ;o)

[vinniebatman.livejournal.com]

That was really good, and I kinda sad with the whole He's tired of always being somebody's secret.
bit.

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

Xander will come around eventually, I'm sure. ;)

[savoytruffle.livejournal.com]

short but oh so sweet!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :D

[realsmutgirl.livejournal.com]

Ooo! You're back!

LIke the idea of the neighbours eavesdropping and Spike pushing, which is, let's face it, what Spikes do best:-D

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Ooo! You're back!

LOL! I was never really gone, just hiding in the shadows. ;)

Spike will never stop pushing, no matter what. that's how he got Xander in the first place, don'tcha know? ;)

[inkingwords.livejournal.com]

Loved this, especially the last line!!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I couldn't resist tweaking the heartstrings there at the end. ;)

[stretfordditto.livejournal.com]

I like this very much.

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :D

[literati.livejournal.com]

AWW! He wants everyone to know!

Broken, stuttering exhalations tumble out with every thrust, popping sharply at the back of his throat.

Is it wrong that I reread this line a few times, imagining them all the while? :D

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Hee! Not wrong at all. I sat here making the moises while I figured out how to descibe them. *g*

Thankee, babe!