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Author: darkhavens
Title: Demon Catnip
Chapter: 2/?
Pairing: Spike/Xander (with a side of Spike/Dru)
Rating: R
Feedback/Concrit: darkhavens @ slashverse.com
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. No harm, no foul, no money made.
Warnings/Squicks: One of the core Buffy characters dies 'offscreen', but it's not one of the boys. Het, but it's not graphic.
Summary: Things take a left turn into AU when Angel arrives with Xander under his arm in 'School Hard'.
AN1: Part one was originally written as a standalone, complete fic for [livejournal.com profile] txrabbit for [livejournal.com profile] slashfest. A couple of days ago she asked for more, and the story was there in my head, so I obliged.
AN2: For the purposes of this fic I have taken Spike's 'You were my sire, man!' as the gospel truth.
Request: Spike accepts Angel's gift in School Hard, what happens next?
Previous Chapters: Demon Catnip tag page




Demon Catnip, Part 2

The first few days were quiet and restful, letting him recover. Xander's head slowly began to clear, but not to fill. He knew that hidden behind the fuzzy curtain in his mind, memories of the last seventeen years or so must lurk, as though in waiting. Dru and Spike had told him that their 'Daddy' had rescued him from a life of anger, pain, disillusionment and a lack of love. His family had been monsters and his friends hadn't bothered to see, but Dru and Spike assured him that they saw, they heard, they bothered - they loved.



At the sound of approaching footsteps Xander turned from brushing out Dru’s hair, automatically smiling when he saw Spike framed in the doorway, a dark, familiar sports bag in his hand.

"Is that...? That's mine, isn't it? I remember, I... Ah!" The lightning strike of electricsilverheadache curled him over at the waist, palms trying to push their way through solid skull into his brain, trying to kill the pain with mindless pressure. He whimpered, rocking, elbows screwing down into his knees as he fought the urge to vomit up his breakfast.

He never heard the rattle-thunk as Spike dropped the bag, and leapt across the room to join the couple on the bed. He didn't feel the hands that lifted, shifted him, that settled him securely, held between the vampire's thighs.

Then delicate fingers danced across his scalp, trailing blissful peace, and numbness he was happy to embrace. The pressure was released in a slow, drawn out hiss, and Xander settled back into the cradle of cool flesh as Dru administered her magic touch.

He was hovering between renewed unconsciousness and sweet relief when the softest kiss was pressed against his cheek.

"Sleep, Kitten. Sleep and let the bad dreams wash away. The monsters in your head can't touch you now; can't get past us. We're much better monsters, but we're yours and you are ours. We'll guard the castle while you take your rest. Now sleep."

Xander's eyelashes fluttered once, twice, and then lay still against his cheeks as he slipped away once more. Spike carefully eased himself out of the way and lowered the sleeping boy onto the heap of jewel-toned lacy pillows.



The next time Xander woke it was to sound and sensation. The mattress beneath his back was swaying rhythmically. Puzzled, he rolled over onto his side, opened his eyes, and found his attention captured by Spike’s yellow-tinted gaze. Their eyes locked for one short, electrifying moment, and then Spike’s attention was snatched away by something that made him moan and arch upwards off the bed.

Xander followed the graceful curve of Spike’s nude torso, a nameless hunger growing inside him – a need to touch that flesh. Fingers curled tight into his palms, nails digging deep, he resisted the urge to reach out and tweak the closest beaded nipple.

Barely a second later he was stunned to see a hand – not his – move into his line of vision and tease that point of flesh, pinching, pulling, scratching at the nub. Wide-eyed, he traced the arm back to the source, over lace and satin trimmed with ribbons, back to Dru, who sat squarely on Spike’s hips, skirts spread around her. She rocked and rolled, whimpering, defining a widening circle that dragged more moans and muttered curses out of Spike, and Xander belatedly realised what he was witnessing. His eyes snapped shut.

“S-sorry. Didn’t… Didn’t mean to… I-I can just go and…”

“Shhh.”

A cool hand curled around his jaw and then slipped back behind his neck, pulling him gently, relentlessly, closer to the sexohgodthey’rehavingsexrighthere! action.

“Kitten thinks he’s done a very bad thing by seeing what he oughtn’t. Silly Kitten! This is my gift to you – pearls and rubies.”

Dru might have continued to talk, but Xander would never remember, as the delicate brush of lips against his own stole his attention. The hand behind his head held him in place as Spike’s tongue traced the seam of his mouth, back and forth, poking deeper into each corner before retreating and retracing. Sweep, probe, sweep, probe. The repetition lulled Xander into a mindless haze, his entire being focussed on that small wet point of contact. One idea fizzed into life and exploded across his consciousness and Xander embraced it with everything he had. He opened his mouth.

The tongue in his mouth that wasn’t his – the tongue, that is – counted his teeth and trailed across his gums, sparking every nerve. It stroked the inner membrane of his cheeks and tickled his palate, and then swooped down and tried to engage his own in a kind of duel.

Xander was overwhelmed by sensation, wanting to float away, but something in him knew that reciprocation was required. Tentatively he gave a tiny lick and was rewarded with a growl that rattled from Spike’s mouth into his and made him shiver. He licked again. Xander felt Spike’s whole body flex and bow along the line of his own, but the hungry, eating kisses prevented any sort of thought.

Untold moments later Spike pulled back, and Xander realised he’d completely forgotten he still needed to breathe. His trembling gasps seemed to amuse Spike, who pulled him closer, and Xander allowed himself to be manipulated.

It wasn’t until he was settled snugly along Spike’s right side, one knee bent and resting on Spike’s thigh, that Xander actually realised Dru was no longer in the room.

“I… We… Did she mind?”

Spike looked puzzled for a moment and then grinned.

“Mind? Luv, when you kissed me back I came so hard I nearly blew her teeth out of her head. Believe me, right now she’s a very happy vampire. She’s probably telling Miss Edith all our secrets.”

Xander flinched a little at the mention of Miss Edith. Frankly, that doll terrified him. He had no problem with the messages that came from the stars, and also from ‘Daddy’, though apparently that was new enough to cause both vampires to react unusually. No, the doll was more malevolent than any other source. Miss Edith’s whispers always seemed to encourage Spike to violence, and even though Xander never saw it happen, it still felt wrong. Willow’s dolls had never seemed even the slightest bit evil.

Willow. Xander’s brain latched eagerly on to the memory of a tiny redhead clutching a grubby Barbie, and then in the next second the whole scene whited out in a chrysanthemum bloom of agony.



"Xander's parents are dead."

Willow didn't even hear the shocked gasps her announcement drew from the other inhabitants of the school library. Her attention was glued to the computer monitor as she skimmed the police report, condensing it into a toneless, broken narrative.

"They're calling it a murder suicide... with barbecue fork. They're saying his mother bludgeoned and stabbed his father while he slept... then climbed into the bath and stabbed herself in the neck. Very little blood was found at the scene."

She stared blankly at the glowing, greyish text until it vanished as Giles reached across and hit the power button.

"That's... disturbing." Giles hadn't thought he could feel any guiltier. He'd been wrong.

"But… There's no way this could be Xander, right? He wouldn't have waited this long. If he'd been vamped he would've come for me the same night. I mean, I'm the Slayer; I'm the girl who turned him down. Remember, he said Jesse was all fixated on Cordelia while the rest of the Master's idiots were 'harvesting' at the Bronze. And you know Xander's always been about the instant gratification. No, this wasn't him. I'd know if it was. And Willow, don't you think he'd come for you once he'd been turned? You're like a sister to him and… Well, you know? It can't be him."


on 2005-08-13 07:53 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] amejisuto.livejournal.com
Ooh! This is sooo good! I feel sorry for Xander's headaches. Is it weird to hope that Dru can fix his memory without the hurt? They're just so, scarily cute together! Love this to bits!

And Buffy still thinks it's all about her? Sheesh.

on 2005-08-17 02:55 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! As for the headaches... I'm working on it. They're not going to be around forever because that would be cruel. ;)

on 2005-08-13 08:01 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] txrabbit.livejournal.com
Buffy is an idiot.

I adore this! *dances* I hate that Xander hurts, but I love that Dru and Spike can make it better. Thank you so much, love!

on 2005-08-17 02:56 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
*smooches you*

I made you dance! :D

Thanks darlin'. I'm glad you're enjoying the ride.

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on 2005-08-13 08:02 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] outsideth3box.livejournal.com
I second Ame's thinking...the pain Xander suffers even if he accidently remembers something is very sad.

And doesn't it bug me that Buffy is right for all the wrong reasons. Grrrr.

on 2005-08-17 02:57 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Buffy - yes. Correct by accident. *g*

And Xander will not suffer indefinitely, but he'll have a hard decision to make, I think. ;)

on 2005-08-13 08:04 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cloudiecat.livejournal.com
Mmmm, I'm liking this lots. And I'm enjoying the h/c of Xander (the masochist in me I suppose ) with Spike and Dru being so sweet with him. Looking forward to seeing where this goes.

cloudie

on 2005-08-17 02:57 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! Xander is so pretty when he hurts... ;)

Catnip

on 2005-08-13 08:26 pm (UTC)
Posted by (Anonymous)
Meow! That was purrfect--a real fic not a drabble and going AU after School Hard with feral Spike. Please, please keep going for many chapters as the strange menage a trois learns to deal with one another. Might Angelus eventually make an appearance? Here's to lots of plot twists. More soon asap.

ShaKATany

Re: Catnip

on 2005-08-17 03:05 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks!

But about Angelus... I'm afraid he's dust. It's subtle, but the clues are there. Dru says, when he 'spoke' to her in the first part, 'Daddy was here; he came to say goodbye. He tastes of ashes.' And he never reappeared to the Scoobies.

Plus, I already have the scene in my head where Spike finally gets that book translated and finds out that they needed Angel's blood to put Dru right. It's definitely an 'Oh bugger!' moment. *g*

on 2005-08-13 08:37 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mandylynn4.livejournal.com
*licks you*

I like this....I like this a lot....

Mandylynn

on 2005-08-17 03:12 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! *smooch*

on 2005-08-13 10:13 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] entrenous88.livejournal.com
Yikes, the memory pain-flashes sound awful. For some reason the image of Xander brushing Drusilla's hair seemed so creepy to me. I guess it's because with a diminished capacity/extremely limited memory he figures almost as a plaything, or something entirely shaped by their whims (even if some of them are well-intentioned in their way). I can see how the action fits into this sort of alterna-version of how Xander would grow and change in this twist on s2, but it makes me feel sad for him. Will be interesting to see where else you take this.

on 2005-08-17 03:15 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks. :D

The hairbrushing felt kinda creepy as I wrote it, but it also felt right. Xander's pain makes me wince every time I have to write it, but the muse insists she knows best. It will be fixed though, and soon. I love him too much to keep torturing him like this. *g*

on 2005-08-13 11:18 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] tabaqui
I like this muchly but i'm not liking the pain Xander's in. Can't be a good thing for his poor brain.

But it's all so very pretty pretty, yes.
:)

on 2005-08-17 03:16 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! Xander is very pretty when he hurts but I can't keep it up indefinitely. *g* He will be 'fixed' one way or the other. ;)

on 2005-08-14 12:07 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rngrdead.livejournal.com
Oh oh my worship went astray! {Supplicates self for a second time and wonders if there is a text or some sort of ceremony one must recite before beginning more general words of praise}

Wonderful as ever.... I bow to your literary prowess.... the headaches of Xan, the deliciously wicked yet caring Spike & Dru... What more could a reader ask!? (well except for that... More please?!!! )

Thanks so much for sharing
J

on 2005-08-17 03:17 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! Thanks! *absolves you of guilt*

And there is more bubbling away inside my head. As soon as my new computer hurries the f*ck up and gets here so I can set it up there will be more. *g*

on 2005-08-14 12:21 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] literati.livejournal.com
I wish Buffy would get a clue.

..

..

I mean... pish! all you anti-buffy people are bloody turning me. EVIL!

Oh and MORE!

on 2005-08-17 03:18 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! we've got you now, my pretty. there's no getting away! :D

Thankee darlin'. More soon.

on 2005-08-14 02:08 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kaysm95.livejournal.com
Oh, I like this! A lot.

Will there be more soon?

on 2005-08-17 03:18 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you. A lot. And yes. :D

on 2005-08-14 02:37 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] penne4m.livejournal.com
*snarl* Oh, yes! It's always all about Buffy, isn't it? Sheesh!

I love this - though I feel so sorry for Xander with the pain when he remembers. And scary Miss Edith? I'm right there with Xander. That doll gives me the creeps! I'm looking forward to more.

on 2005-08-17 03:19 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! I'll stop hurting Xander soon, I promise. ;)

on 2005-08-14 03:24 am (UTC)
Posted by (Anonymous)
Okay, now this is my kinda catnip! I feel bad for Xander's headaches. *cackles* Whoooo, live porn for the boy! And participation is required. Even better!

Kat Coll

on 2005-08-17 03:20 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! Thanks! And yes, we should all have access to live porn that requires audience participation. :D

on 2005-08-14 05:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] reddwarf75.livejournal.com
Besides the occasional headache, Xander's new life seem pretty good *g*
Marie

on 2005-08-17 03:20 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks. :D

The headaches will go away, one way or another. ;)

on 2005-08-14 05:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] writan-bur.livejournal.com
hmmmmmm, lovely chapter! Can't wait for the next!

This line: The tongue in his mouth that wasn’t his – the tongue, that is –
had me giggling. Lovely Xander-thought, and the rhyme adds just that little - je ne sais quoi...

on 2005-08-17 03:21 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! I wrote the first bit and winced at the structure and then shrugged and went with it. It's Xander's head and he's allowed to be wonky. *g*

on 2005-08-14 05:26 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] ely-jan.livejournal.com
I love this! *thwaps the fuck out of Buffy*

Will be looking for the next installment!

on 2005-08-17 03:21 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! Thanks.

*cheers on the thwapping*

on 2005-08-14 06:23 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] strickens-girl.livejournal.com
Gah!! love this. Want more...please?!?!

on 2005-08-17 03:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! More soon, promise.

on 2005-08-14 09:07 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] satyrical-minx.livejournal.com
Brilliant! Spander with a touch of Dru is exactly what I was craving this rainy afternoon. You rock! Am gagging for more of this...

on 2005-08-17 03:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! There will be moe very soon. :D

on 2005-08-14 03:51 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] suki-blue.livejournal.com
Oh, squeee!!! More!!!!!

Mind? Luv, when you kissed me back I came so hard I nearly blew her teeth out of her head. Believe me, right now she’s a very happy vampire...

LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!

on 2005-08-17 03:23 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! More soon!

I love that you quoted that bit. I was giggling as I wrote it imagining the look on Xander's face when he heard it. *g*

on 2005-08-14 08:28 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] sin-of-pride.livejournal.com
Absolutely brilliant! There's no other word for it. Delicious smut intertwined with angst from poor little Xander. Wonder if when he remembers, he'd mind at all? After all, he has Spike and Dru now, when before he only had *Buffy*- yeah, I really dislike her. Could Spike kill her next, maybe? Slayer of Slayers after all, without nasty Angelus to interfere...

on 2005-08-17 03:24 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! You're evil, wanting them all to be wiped out. :D

Xander needs to be fixed, one way or another, and I think if he's given a choice he'll... Well, you'll just have to wait and see. ;)

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on 2005-08-15 08:38 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] samsara-sv.livejournal.com
mmm lovely, I like the spander with added value Dru on the side - though I agree that Miss Edith is creepy! interesting that Xander is aware of the violence and not 100% comfortable with it i.e. he's still xander under the fluffly blaket of forgetfulness. And am I paranoid because I suspect Xander's pain when he tries/begins to remember may actually be deliberate - a tactic/side effect to STOP him remembering - Spike and Dru don't really want him in pain, but they don't want him remembering and trying to leave either!

on 2005-08-17 03:25 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks. :D

Xander's pain will be dealt with soon. He has a choice to make...

on 2005-10-29 09:27 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lishel_fracrium.livejournal.com
yummy,*g* lucky xander. will there be anymore?

on 2006-06-24 12:49 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
So very very late with this but yes, there will be more Demon Catnip - at an unspecified time in the (hoepfully) near future. It's in my head, just bubbling away and getting ready to come out. (It's like a witch's cauldron in there!) :D

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Posted by [identity profile] lishel_fracrium.livejournal.com - on 2006-06-24 05:16 am (UTC) - Expand

on 2006-05-23 01:07 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] sablerose2.livejournal.com
Ok I just found this story AND you have to write more please you can't leave it like here!! And if you have wrote more then I will gladly read it just tell me where it ican be found PLEASE!!!! Thank you

on 2006-06-24 12:47 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
ack! Sorry I'm so late getting back to you on this. I'm currently working my way through an inbox stuffed with over 400 lj comments. *flails*

There is more in my head, and hopefully it will be coming out in a timely fashion just as soon as all other fic deadlines and obligations have been squared away. Is there a ten step programme for learning to say no to ficathons and challenges? I can't stop signing up!

But, there is more Demon Catnip to come. :D

on 2009-05-18 05:27 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mulder200.livejournal.com
Oh my! I just love Aus. They are so fascinating in picturing what could have been but never was. I look forward to more.

on 2009-07-11 12:38 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D

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