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Author: darkhavens
Title: Tinderbox, 1/1
Pairing: Sam/Dean UST
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: R
Words: 575
Feedback/Concrit: darkhavens @ slashverse.com
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. No harm, no foul, no money made.
Warnings/Squicks: Wincest UST
Summary: A look at Dean's relationship with fire, from the inferno that took his mother to the one that brought Sam back to him.
Notes: Written for challenge #9 Starting Fires at [livejournal.com profile] kaz2y5. (Challenge #10 has just opened.)




After the fire took his mother, his childhood home and his father's happiness, Dean became convinced that it would come back for the rest of his treasures. He knew he couldn't protect his dad, he wasn't strong enough, but Sammy - he was bigger and stronger and meaner than Sammy would ever be, and he was determined to beat whatever tried to come between them.

Every night he wrapped himself around his brother and waited to hear the whoosh, the pop and crackle of hungry flame. He waited, and fell asleep waiting, and woke each dawn relieved to know they'd have another day.

~~~~~~~


When Dean was six, his father's buddy Jason left his Zippo on the counter in their trailer's tiny kitchen. Dean stared at it for eons - mapped the nicks and scratches, wear and tear, the grease and grime of years. He was fascinated.

Such a tiny cage for such a massive beast.

It was lighter than he thought it ought to be, but, when it slid into his pocket, it felt perfect.

~~~~~~~


Dean had just turned nine when he torched his first disinterred corpse. Dad wasn't happy about the fact, but he'd broken his arm in two places falling off the rectory roof and he couldn't feel his fingers.

Dean had poured out too much salt and used a whole can of lighter fluid, and then snapped the heads off thirteen matches in a row before he got one lit.

Watching the flames do his bidding was the most amazing rush.

~~~~~~~


He smoked his first cigarette at age thirteen, huddled with Marcy Stubbins behind the dumpster at the local burger joint. It tasted foul, like lost dreams and charred nightmares. She tasted better.

~~~~~~~


When he was nineteen, he sparked a conflagration that has never since shown a hint of burning out.

To this day, he has no clue how long his brother had been standing in the doorway of their bedroom, eyes and mouth wide open. It was only when Dean shifted on the bed to slide his free hand - slick and shining - down between his widespread thighs, that he had noticed. His eyes had locked on Sam's, his hand had tightened on his cock, stripping faster, harder, wilder.

Sam had come when he had.

~~~~~~~


It smouldered like a peat fire, deep beneath the surface of their every waking moment. They never spoke of it, acknowledged it - it was as though it wasn't there.

Its presence kept them both on edge, and slightly overheated.

They made a game of it - to see who could last the longest - but they never crossed the line, they never touched. The skin they stroked and teased was all their own - Dean scratching lines across his belly as he arched and came, Sam pinching tightly beaded nipples as he bit his bottom lip and dug his heels into his mattress.

When Sammy left for college, Dean was furious and frustrated and a tiny bit relieved. The urge to touch, to grab, to taste, to own, to fuck, had lived just beneath his skin for far too long.

~~~~~~~


Dean's not surprised that it's a fire that brings Sam back to him, twisted, broken, full of grief and fury, ire and hunger.

He knows the fire's in their blood; it's their destiny. It's what keeps them separate from the world, yet bound together, and he's waiting on that one, perfect spark.

Together they will burn so bright they'll overpower the sun.

~~~~~~~



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on 2006-05-10 05:34 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] literati.livejournal.com
scorching, baby!

LOVEth it. :D

on 2006-05-17 09:48 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you, sweetie!

And yay! I'm done spamming you for the day with thank you comments. :D

on 2006-05-10 05:39 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lomelinde.livejournal.com
Dude. This is AMAZING. I'd never thought of it like that, but now that I see it, you're absolutely right.

It tasted foul, like lost dreams and charred nightmares. She tasted better.

Like I said, amazing. =)

on 2006-05-17 09:51 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Fire shaped Dean's life, and I think the fascination, the need to have some kind of control, would have started early. The wanting to be a fireman was only the start of it - now he controls it every day, uses it as a weapon to hit back at the evilness. :D

on 2006-05-10 05:48 am (UTC)
ext_7751: (brothers3)
Posted by [identity profile] janissa11.livejournal.com
Oh, that is a beautiful metaphor for Dean and Sam. YUM. Excellent!

on 2006-05-17 09:52 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! They really are so very hot. :D

on 2006-05-10 06:01 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com
Damn...DAMN...damn...

*Is speechless... AGAIN!*

Ah...What you do to me!! Wonderful, as always!! Can't wait to see what you do with the next prompt!

on 2006-05-17 09:54 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! :D (And I'm done spamming you now. *g*)

The new challenge is a tempting one. We'll see... ;)

on 2006-05-10 06:06 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] emella.livejournal.com
Hot damn.

I *love* the central theme. This is brilliant and awesome and hot. It burns wonderfully.

Great job. :)

on 2006-05-17 09:54 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! They set the screen on fire when they're together, so it seemed fitting. ;)

on 2006-05-10 06:15 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] acostilow.livejournal.com
*is scorched*

*willingly walks into the fire*

HOT DAMN.

This could use a follow-up, oh yes it could. *nods*

on 2006-05-17 09:55 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Follow-up? We'll see. You want to see the conflagration when they finally connect, huh? *g*

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on 2006-05-10 06:31 am (UTC)
mf_luder_xf: (SPN black eyes)
Posted by [personal profile] mf_luder_xf
Together they will burn so bright they'll overpower the sun.

This one sentence does things to me, I couldn't even begin to explain. All good though, I assure you.

Wonderful, how do you do it? The flow and the imagery and the prose. *Mu-ah*!

on 2006-05-10 08:36 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] quiet000001.livejournal.com
Agreed. What a gorgeous visual in that line.

And I can totally see Dean being fascinated by fire. It works.

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on 2006-05-10 08:05 am (UTC)
stormcloude: peace (sn subtext)
Posted by [personal profile] stormcloude
I love how you turned the fire from something bad into something almost good. ;)

on 2006-05-17 10:03 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks!

Fire took Mary away but brought Sammy back, and also helps them in their daily fight against the darkness, so long as they keep it under control. I think Dean revels in being able to use the demon's weapon against their enemies.

on 2006-05-10 09:24 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] flipmontigirl.livejournal.com

Gorgeous.

on 2006-05-17 10:04 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks. :D

on 2006-05-10 10:03 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] staranis.livejournal.com
Very nice take on the challenge theme. Great job. :)

on 2006-05-17 10:05 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks. :D

on 2006-05-10 10:10 am (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] phantomas.livejournal.com
quite beautiful, great weaving of the fire metaphore and reality all throughout it. Thanks :)

on 2006-05-17 10:06 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you. :D

Fire is such a huge part of their life, one of their primary weapons as well as a primal fear.

on 2006-05-10 10:54 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] impertinence.livejournal.com
...I think this fic just killed me. Beautiful, hot, and yay fire! \io/

on 2006-05-17 10:07 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! And yes, yay fire! *plays with matches*

on 2006-05-10 11:57 am (UTC)
ext_14775: (Default)
Posted by [identity profile] lady-shain.livejournal.com
Mmm..you've done it again. Loved this; and what a way to start my day. Thank you!

on 2006-05-17 10:07 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D

on 2006-05-10 03:37 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] alistra.livejournal.com
Very much worth waiting for. :)

And this:

He smoked his first cigarette at age thirteen, huddled with Marcy Stubbins behind the dumpster at the local burger joint. It tasted foul, like lost dreams and charred nightmares. She tasted better.

That's as explicit at het mention as one is ever going to get from you, hm? *lol*

on 2006-05-17 10:09 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thankee!

And yes! Or no... Actually, I recall one non-graphic het BJ, but Sam was watching and got off on seeing Dean being blown so does that even count? *g*

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on 2006-05-10 03:41 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] katbcoll.livejournal.com
Ooooo fanfuckingtastic!! You've done it again. Gods this is just wonderful.

on 2006-05-17 10:10 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you, darlin'! :D

on 2006-05-10 03:43 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] violet-eyes.livejournal.com
*is rendered speechless*DAMN!what to say except that this was a wonderful story...and I need a cold shower now, but I bet you get told that a lot.Well done!

on 2006-05-17 10:11 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! Thanks!

And yes, there have been previous mentions of showers, and ice buckets too o occasion. It makes me proud. *g*

on 2006-05-10 03:45 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] asemic.livejournal.com
Gorgeous and perfectly rendered. I've always wondered why the draw to fire for Dean whose entire life was destroyed because of it. This fic helps layer the reasons down slowly in my head.

The last line is spectacular. Thank you.

on 2006-05-17 10:13 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks!

I think Dean is drawn to fire because he gets to be in control. Every time he salts and burns a grave or burial site, he gets to spit in the eye of the demon that used fire to destroy his home and family. And it really did bring Sam back to him. :D

on 2006-05-10 03:59 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] deirdre-c.livejournal.com
Fabulous! I love the way you sustained the references to heat all the way through, especially this:

It smouldered like a peat fire, deep beneath the surface of their every waking moment. They never spoke of it, acknowledged it - it was as though it wasn't there.
Its presence kept them both on edge, and slightly overheated.


Thanks for sharing!

on 2006-05-17 10:15 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! They smoulder so prettily on-screen. I just keep waiting for them to spontaneously combust. :D

on 2006-05-10 04:49 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cocombat.livejournal.com
Nice.
Beautiful, painful metaphor leitmotif?

And scorching UST.

on 2006-05-17 10:16 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! I think leifmotif fits perfectly. :D

The UST singed my fingers writing this. *g*

on 2006-05-10 05:01 pm (UTC)
tabaqui: (s&dcloserbyliterati)
Posted by [personal profile] tabaqui
Ah, nice. I like that. Like the Zippo and the newbie way he did his first burn and the looking but no touching that's even hotter than the touching...
Sweet.
:)

on 2006-05-17 10:18 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thankee! I think Dean would have been fascinated by fire and the Zippo would have been an irresistible toy. It gave him control of what must have been one of his biggest fears.

They UST to prettily. :D

on 2006-05-10 10:07 pm (UTC)
ext_6732: (kali_sama-brothers-smile)
Posted by [identity profile] kitty-poker1.livejournal.com
When he was nineteen, he sparked a conflagration that has never since shown a hint of burning out.

And never will, would be my guess.

Absolutely scorching! A brilliant and unexpected use of the prompt. :)

on 2006-05-17 10:20 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! (Last one, I think. *g*)

Fire is one of their most powerful tools and keeps recurring in the show, so I had to do something different with it. *g*

on 2006-05-11 03:02 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] missyjack.livejournal.com
*warms myself by the heat from your fic*

Brilliant!

on 2006-05-17 10:20 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Hee! Thanks! :D

on 2006-05-13 02:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] angelnetgirl.livejournal.com
wow, just beautiful as always, i am so addicted to your fics and i have added you to my friends list so i wont miss anything

on 2006-05-17 10:22 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! And welcome to the madhouse. I hope you enjoy your time here. :D

on 2006-05-15 07:08 pm (UTC)
ext_17079: ([spn] had me a notion)
Posted by [identity profile] greenapricot.livejournal.com
guh.

Wow. I can feel the heat in this and the urgency and the fire lapping at their heels. Fucking brilliant!

on 2006-05-17 10:22 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thanks! One day they're going to go up in flames. *waits to see*

on 2006-05-17 06:59 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cala-jane.livejournal.com
I loved it. I loved the UST. and the fire.
*hugs you*
it was great!

on 2006-05-17 10:26 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] darkhavens.livejournal.com
Thank you! *hugs*

They burn so pretty. :D

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